A Minor Alcohol Problem
Alright, so I’m 16 years old, but in my opinion, life grows you up and not the age.
I’m studying in a very good high-school, I have few friends, but ones I trust. Now and then I go to parties organized by others as it happens in any high-school, but each time I drink, I can’t stop. I think I can’t control myself, as others told me.
Friends told me I fell once or twice. I couldn’t stop myself kissing and touching my girlfriend (the problem is I wasn’t doing it in a "romantic way" and that I was doing it in front of everybody).
I wasn’t paying attention to anything. I’ve been told, but still I was listening to them(a little bit funny, I know). Well now, I know I’m not addicted to alcohol. It’s not like I’m buying it and sit home drinking everyday, but it happens. It’s normal to drink at parties and I know I like to do it when I have some activity.
What kind of problem is this ? What happened to me? Since it happened only once. Should I stop drinking? I also know, it’s not a big deal, but it pisses me off.
I’m still thinking about what happened and trying to remember some things. Also, I didn't eat anything (well...I drank before without eating but I never did weird things).
Usually I don’t post things on the web, but this thought -- its just pissing me off.
Thank you for listening to me and I am sorry if my English isn’t that good.