Drug Addiction Secret

by Anonymous
(London)

I’m 18 years old and I’m addicted to cocaine, MDMA and weed. I love the buzz and feeling of being fucked. I am now in my last year at college. I am doing my A levels and this is my last chance.

I’ve been in and out of schools all my life and was once caught by my parents when I was addicting at 16. Since then I have been putting off telling them I’m an addict. They stopped trusting me and life was so hard.

If I tell them now, I will be taken away from college and taken away from my boyfriend. I’m trapped. My mother would only hate me. What should I do? I’ve been finishing 2 grams of coke in a day or a day and a half. I’ve lost so much weight. Having problems eating -- seeing my self in the mirror as fat.